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Shattered Heart
2001-09-19 @ 11:24 p.m.
First of all, let me say that I am not a Brittney Spears fan. Though she sings a song called "From the Bottom of my Broken Heart" that just says everything that I want to say right now. The tune isn't all that catchy, but the words speak loud and clear:
"Never look back, they say
How was I to know I'd miss you so
Lonliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?
and you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears
Did you know?
Still I miss you somehow
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart.
Baby I said please stay,
Give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end. . ."
The single life is treating me with confusion. I suffer from a shattered heart and he knows that. He is still in my life in so many ways. I can't seem to get away from him and our past together.
These past few days I have immersed myself in work and school to avoid the memories. Part of me knows that it's time to embrace the life of a single young woman in a world of men -- though the other part of me misses him more than anything else in this world.
