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Recognition
20 January 2003 @ 1:17 p.m.
When you hit so low, so hard the only place you really can go is up, right? Or I guess stay there. . .
I decided to stay there, wollowing in myself when I woke up this morning. So overwhelmed, my face was still sticky and puffy. But I still picked my sorry ass up and made it to work. I don't know how I did it, but I even made it on time.
Then everything changed when a customer gave me a huge tip for being a sweetheart and making his chai after I technically closed up. $2.75 drink with a $2.25 tip. My heart soared. I had never had that before. Hell, hardly anyone tips the coffee girl anyway.
But the fact that he noticed me and my efforts. I needed that. Desperatly. My spirits rose to a tolerable level and I decided to treat myself to a yummy lunch on my tips.
So now I sit, full tummy, preparing to tackle the last of the reading and such for class tomorrow.
Maybe I can do this one more day.
currently reading: -
currently listening: IndieRockGrrls station of Netscape Radio
