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Sleepy Drunk Dreams
04 May 2003 @ 1:41 a.m.
Yet another day and night of experiences, yet I have no way to put them into words. I'm tired, I've had too much to drink, and in all honesty, I am begining to miss J more than I ever have before.
I'm so used to us talking every other day or so - just sharing stories of our experiences and feelings. And now I'm here with no one I can just IM or call locally to share everything with.
I don't want to deal with the situations that were created this past week. I don't want to deal with tomorrow. All I want is to fall asleep and not wake up for days. In fact, I've turned off my alarm clock and even if I have responsibilities tomorrow, I have no intention of keeping them.
Time for me to begin the withdrawl. Time for me to pull away from the crowd, the work, the responsibility and figure out what I want. J is not what I need right now. And I don't think Bass is either. I have no idea what I want, yet I spent tonight hoping that Bass would show it to me.
But now I must sleep. I will not wake up with an alarm - only when my body decides it is ready. So goodnight world - I'll see you on the flip side.
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