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Perfectly Comfortable
23 August 2003 @ 3:14 p.m.
The current mood of redness at www.imood.com

Welcome to the Chewba and Red show. That�s right � after spilling all of our doubts and fears last night we decided to follow our hearts. Conversations like that don�t happen in real life. You see them in the movies where two people divulge every little feeling just to enhance the plot - but in real life things get held back and people talk in circles to avoid the entire truth.

It was so Dawson Creek-esque. You can call me Joey now. Thanks.

Lying in his arms this morning he asked me if I knew how comfortable and good it felt to just be there, waiting for the sun to rise and listening to Portishead. It was on the verge of perfection � perfectly comfortable. We both had doubts of whether or not the past few days had been two sexually frustrated friends helping each other out or if the feelings were real. Though it hit me how comfortable everything was, whereas if it had been fairly meaningless then there would be an air of awkwardness especially in public places.

Awkward is the antithesis of the mutual feeling right now.

Things are finding their place. Chewba and I fell into the proper place. Work seems to be settling into place. Bought myself a Gold Membership. And I still have the most fantastic apartment around.

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currently listening: The Cure � Mixed Up

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