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Rain
15 October 2003 @ 10:30 p.m.
I awoke to a chilly yet peaceful rain this morning five minutes before my alarm went off. It was a lazy wake-up-on-your-own in a perfect way. Chewba sleeping quietly next to me with his arm genty around my midriff, morning sun poking through the shades and a light rain.
It's no wonder I've been in a decent mood today.
T and I had yet another heart to heart last night that involved him attempting to figure out why I can't be happy. He has two theories: That I am scared to graduate and/or I am afraid that Chewba will pull what J did to me. I don't know if I agree with him, but we both agree there is something deep hurting me from the inside out.
Hopefully I will discover what it is soon before I self destruct.
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