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Butterflies My stomach is full of happy little butterflies and I just can�t stop smiling. I haven�t felt this way since J and I first got together so long ago � in fact no other guy has made me feel this way, until now. The clouds of perfection weren�t really clouds. The late night talks turned into more. After four years of what could be considered foreplay, Chewba and I finally saw eye to eye on what exactly our relationship is and will be. My head is swimming and I feel just incredibly giddy happy as though last night was my very first kiss. Or this morning rather. The evening started out perfectly normal � he and I have been slowly working on upgrading my computer over the summer. Yesterday the new hard drive and CD-ROM/burner came so we made plans for him to come over after work and set it up. I picked up a bottle of Absolut for the evening, as we normally have our late night chats over a bottle of wine or something. He showed up with two wine glasses and a bottle of fantastic Chablis and we got to work. The process wasn�t easy since my computer honestly hates me, but we laughed the entire way through. Wound up being so frustrated with it around 4:00 a.m. that we found ourselves sitting on the floor giggling at the stupidity of the problems. And that�s when things started happening. Woke up this morning with this feeling in me and it�s crazy. Only one other has made me feel like this� It�s fantastic and scary all at the same time. Now to see how today goes. But first, a proper nap. Oh, I do know that my images are broken - hopefully they will be fixed soon. In the meantime, here's the link for the guestbook in case you feel like leaving me any lovin'. currently reading: -
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